New semester, New me

I am starting a new semester tomorrow and I have to admit, I’m not excited. I’m more scared than anything and I’m not even 100% as to why. I plan on a lot this year: making new friends, making connections, and making amazing grades. And in my personal life, of course God first and foremost, as well as trying this yoga thing and my hair…now that’s a whole other beast by  itself. But all in all, I want 2017 to be a year of growth, a year of “realizing things” just kidding, but seriously I want to realize the things God wants for me to do and I want to have to strength to do them. Although i have a lot of “plans” God may have different ones. So yes I have to admit I’m scared of what might be ahead of me…

If you feel the same way, no worries here’s your confirmation.

Insecurities

My arms, I HATE my arms. They are just so big and lumpy I wish I could cut them off sometimes. But, they do so much for me and I shouldn’t hate something I literally couldn’t do without. So whatever, they’re my arms and as long as they work and help me get through life smoother ill hate them a little less everyday until love grows. But honestly, today I HATE them!!!

I’m going to do better

So I see that no one really reads my blog posts anyway, but I’m going to start writing on here for real this time. I want to strengthen my writing skills while expressing myself and sharing things that matter to me. Im also going to continue with my natural hair updates and little things here and there. Also, another segment I’m going to start is an update on my log distance relationship. He is REALLY private so I’m going to change his name and details about him will be vague. So yeah, anyone who to actually reads this, sorry for the wait and I’m coming back on a more regular basis now.

You’re definitely not crazy, here’s your confirmation!!!

Hindsight is 20/20

When I was a sophomore in high school, I thought I was so fat.  Looking back on old pictures 4 years later I’m just now seeing  how beautiful I was and honestly It’s pretty shocking. I felt extremely ugly and unappealing, It’s so sad to think of the trauma and hatred I put myself through because of something that wasn’t even true. I thought because boys didn’t like me and that all my friends wore size 00 that I wasn’t beautiful. Comparing myself to them was so damaging to my own self-confidence. However, now that I am in college and am 30lb – 35lb heavier. I see just how shapely and beautiful I was. I wish I would have been able to see what I see now in myself. I would have been so much happier! 

-You’re not crazy, Here’s your confirmation.

My bad…

It’s been awhile since my first post. And I apologize, but here I am ready to give you your confirmation. Hopefully, I will be able to talk about something new once or twice a week! And also, a weekly post about my natrual hair journey. Now I know everyone’s doing it, but I want to take it from a different point of view. MY point of view… So here we go! 

Thanks, 

Confirmation